my “whateverZ” + acknowledgements = BLOG!!!!!
well i hardly can’t remember surnames of some of my friends. friends i’ve lost like 3 yrs ago. i don’t know if it’s me or it’s just i haven’t seen them since then.
Last night, I was browsing on through some of the lyrics archived in my pc. I remember way back 3 yrs, I was fond of listening to the sounds of better than ezra, dave matthews band and others. And badly enough, I can’t sing their songs anymore. I can’t remember their tunes. memory loss, ayt??
I realized that, isn’t it too soon?? hahaha… funny but it really is one of my fears. To forget some things happened in my life. I just find it too "oldie" (definitely because a 21 yr old like me shouldn’t be called ulyanin).
I thought that maybe this is the result of the pressures during college. I have been so busy and pre occupied that I didn’t had the chance to reminisce good old days.
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Ay, I remember some people from my elementary days at sta. isabel college. I searched them actually and what i’ve found????
hahaha… something quite unbelievable.. i never realized that things would change so fast.. but knowing that they’re happy with that change, makes me feel happy as well.. I just can’t help but notice that..
anyways.. what else??? i’m still in the state of depression as of now… can’t take that off my mind actually since thursday.. i was thinking what made me soooo different from the others??? or i was the one sooo different??? aarrrgghhh… such a heart break… and such a loser as well… haayyy…
well i just wish that things would go well.. i just feel so useless… as for now, i just wanna thank my best bud… doty, u don’t have any idea how happy i am to have u as my friend. you’re always encouraging me even if i’m pessimistic. Thank you so much!!!
and to this guy:
thank you so much for still being with me.. i know i have a lot of weaknesses and you never fail to strengthen me as a person, as a lady and as a daughter. i love you so much 4ever.
